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everything will be fine

Sep. 5th, 2010 | 07:45 pm
location: chris'
i feel kinda: content content
i hear: alvin and the chipmunks

"are the details in the fabric,
are the things that make you panic,
are your thoughts results of static cling.
are the things that make you blow,
hell no reason go on and sceam.
if you're shocked it's just the fault
of faulty manufacturing."

-jason mraz, details in the fabric

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Aug. 29th, 2010 | 09:49 pm
location: chris' house :)
i feel kinda: happy happy
i hear: iron chef

life is good today :)

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guess what....i've got a laptop so now i can blog again

Aug. 25th, 2010 | 07:10 pm
location: big chill
i feel kinda: content content

i'm back bitches! :)

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i need a laptop so i can blog again

Dec. 9th, 2009 | 02:27 pm
i feel kinda: accomplished accomplished
i hear: spa "relaxation" shit

quick-get-you-up-to-speed update:
justin hates me. he's dating, guess who?!, ASHLEA ROSS. the skank he cheated on me with early on in our relationship. i really do wish them the best in their herpighonasyphales filled relationshit. :)
when he came home, shit hit the fan and rolled down hill real fast. i gave him the DC tickets, then found out he was with trashlea and i wanted my tickets back....didn't get them. oh well. cuz later on, Dane decided to do a 2nd leg of the tour and i got WAAAAY better seats AND got to meet him. oh, and i didn't have to drive all the way to dallas either.
i'll update with more justin drama as time permits, but for now, i'm in the spa and shouldn't even be on the internet....i'm naughty. ;)
goin out tonite to see Jocko at the chill...possibly gonna get to see dayton and justin moore in MO next weekend. gotta get ahold of superman gene first tho.
still hate the bathhouse, got a 2nd job at boot scooters (awesome honky tonk bar), and hopefully gonna get a job at lucky's (an okay, but very popular bar downtown) so i can leave this hellhole.
moving in with ashley and jarett so my rent and bills will be significantly reduced. :) soooooo freakin excited!
life is looking up. i'm happy where i'm at and everyday seems to get better....sometimes. still have my bad days and my reeeeeally bad days.
love you everyone that reads this...and even those who don't.
:)
<3

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Jun. 10th, 2009 | 04:48 pm
location: quapaw retail
i feel kinda: BLA! BLA!
i hear: the air conditioner

womp womp womp womp waaaaah......
that explains it for now.

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Dec. 18th, 2007 | 07:54 pm
i feel kinda: no more pain in the baby maker no more pain in the baby maker

surgery was a success...in fact, they found another cyst (just a hair smaller) on my other ovary and, of course, removed that one as well. i was in A LOT of pain when i got home. i'm pretty sure that was the worst pain i have ever felt EVER. i cannot even begin to explain the way that felt. i was fine at the hospital. i walked to the bathroom just fine (a little stiff), i got my clothes on without too much bother, and into the wheelchair. the problem was that the anesthesia was wearing off and the stupid ass nurse gave me a DEMEROL. i told her that demerol does not touch me. she may as well have given me an M&M. but she swore it would be juuuussst fiiine....the pain started as soon as we got downstairs to the door and i was screaming the whole way home. bless justin's little pea pickin' soul. him and his dad helped me into the house and into bed. they gave me HALF a hydrocodone...HALF...if i had strength, i would have slapped them. i'm sure it was because i had just eaten that Skittle that the nurse gave me but it did nothing. i fell asleep for about 30 minutes and woke up screaming again. justin had gotten no sleep the night before and was trying to take a nap next to me. he gave me the other half and then i fell asleep again. he went to get my prescription pain meds. which, again, did not take the pain away but made me feel dizzy a little. i'm sure the effect would have been nicer if i hadn't just had two softballs removed from my lower abdominal region. oxy-codone btw.
anyways, long story short: 1st day sucked, next day was okay, third day sucked, each day is getting better. justin and his parents took amazing care of me. i got my stitches removed today and have felt great all day. i'm still having back pain, a little discomfort getting up and down and breathing, getting NO sleep, kinda nauseous...but that's nothing compared to the early days. i'm walking on sunshine now. saturday was the last day that i took anything for pain. i'm down to swigging on pepto bismol for the sick acid feeling i get in my tummy. i hung out with justin and jacob today and then justin brought me over to my mom's so i could spend some time here. i haven't hung out with jacob in ever. we're going to see 'i am legend' later. just waiting on a phone call from justin.
welps. i guesses that's it.
I HEARTS YOU ALL!

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Oct. 25th, 2007 | 09:23 pm
i feel kinda: calm calm

i'm dying...not literally...but on the inside

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May. 1st, 2007 | 05:51 pm

justin and i have been together for 2 years yesterday!
we went to eureka springs over the weekend to celebrate. it was soooo much fun.
love ya'll!
gotta go to class now.

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Apr. 6th, 2007 | 08:49 pm

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Apr. 3rd, 2007 | 11:35 am

What Be Your Nerd Type?
Your Result: Drama Nerd
 

You sure do love the spotlight and probably have a very out-going and loud personality. Or not. That's just a stereotype, of course. Participation in the theatre is something to be very proud of. Whether you have a great voice for musicals, or astounding skills for dramas/comedies; keep up the good work. We need more entertainment these days that isn't television and video games (not that these things are bad, necessarily.)

Artistic Nerd
 
Social Nerd
 
Literature Nerd
 
Gamer/Computer Nerd
 
Anime Nerd
 
Science/Math Nerd
 
Musician
 
What Be Your Nerd Type?
Quizzes for MySpace

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